Tammy Rauen
- Hometown Louisville, KY
Degrees Pursuing at Saint Meinrad
- Master of Arts (Theology)
What influenced you to begin studying for a master’s degree in theology?
I started learning more about my faith when my daughter went off to college, roughly 15 years ago. I am a cradle Catholic, but my catechesis was lacking! I did some Bible studies, Bible-in-a-year with Fr. Mike Schmitz, a lot of online research, and began acquiring books on topics that interested me. My book collection grew faster than I could keep up with it and I kept going down rabbit holes in my online research. I knew I needed more structure and that is when I started contemplated returning to school.
What else are you doing besides working toward a master’s degree (work, family, volunteer work)?
I work full-time, volunteer at the Franciscan Soup Kitchen twice a month, lector at my church, St. Margaret Mary, and have recently gotten involved with the weekly Eucharistic Adoration set-up. I spend “free” time eating with my family! Between my folks and siblings and their families, there are 24 of us. My grandson is king of my heart, and my daughter just had a baby girl who is now 4 months old! I enjoy spending time with them and helping my daughter and her husband. Witnessing the love and the family they have forged together is a gift.
Favorite saint and why?
I would not use the word favorite, but St. Paul has been the most influential on my personal journey as I find his story of conversion extremely convincing. Only the beauty of God could turn this man from persecuting Christians to dying as one. I also appreciate Padre Pio and the suffering he endured with the stigmata. I share a like temperament to both men and am hopeful that if God can use them, He can use me, too.
Favorite Scripture verse and why?
I really do not have a favorite scripture verse. Different verses have resonated with me at different times in my life. I like the poetic way God tells Moses to remove his shoes because he is standing on Holy ground in Exodus. I appreciate Paul reminding us in Timothy that we are not to be afraid, for we are empowered with love and self-control. And because I am a chicken at heart, I love Isaiah 12:2: “God indeed is my savior; I am confident and unafraid. My strength and my courage is the Lord, and He has been my savior.”
Hobbies?
I read a lot — mostly spiritual and religious books, though I do enjoy a good fiction every now and again. I work EASY crossword puzzles and play solitaire with a real deck of cards, both of which are soothing as they create order in this disordered world! I pepper in some hiking every now and again, but not as much as I would like. I also enjoy the design aspects of gardening (not the maintenance of weeding!) and seeing how my visions materialize over the years.
What aspect of your coursework has been most rewarding?
I am only half-way through my second class, but I appreciate that I am not alone in my desire or struggle to understand the faith. Not only do my fellow classmates share my curiosity, but men and women throughout history have been challenged, and often disagreed, on different aspects of the faith. I also find it amusing that for every question that is answered, 10 more questions emerge! Learning is forever!
What aspect of your coursework has been most challenging?
Balancing the course-load with a full-time job has been the most challenging. My brain is firing all day long as I analyze data, evaluate processes, etc., and I am often zapped of energy at the end of the day. I must be disciplined and make myself put in a little time most days so that I can meet deliverables on time.
What plans, if any, do you have after you receive your degree?
I did not enter this program with any intention to use it professionally, but I am open to doing something with it once I graduate. I have been hoping for work that is more fulfilling emotionally and spiritually, and I feel that God is leading me down the MAT path for a reason.
Other comments?
Sometimes I feel like an imposter. People have a misconception that because I attend daily Mass and I’m pursuing my theology degree, I am “good.” On the contrary, it is my sin that has me continually searching to make sense of my faith; to help me find that morsel of wisdom that will alleviate the burden of my sinful nature and enable me to embrace God’s love and mercy; to allow Him to help carry my cross.